well the time of year where we would be haveing drinks and messing about and plenty of laughter but this year is going to be so hard it our first year without you i never wanted christmas to be over so bad sis just wish this was just a bad dream that we going through but reality brings it back and it true your realy not here i know how much you loved this time of year also but i made you a promise and that i will keep till the day im back at your side i love and miss you everyday my beautiful xxxxx